Ive spent a lot of my life day dreaming about the future. About how perfect my life will be when i get it all started and im constantly reminded of the phrase "life is what happens when youre making other plans". Trying to get yourself sorted and organised so you can be an adult and then all of a sudden you realise you are an adult.
i think ive given up on all that. Ive accepted that, for me at least, life is just what it is. Trying to be happy, pay bills, go to work. Im still going to hold on to MockIsland in what ever form that may take. But for now ill just take life as it comes.
A bit defeatist, but hopefully more content.